No Katharsis

I am so full, so full to the brim 
With this ocean of hatred through which i swim. 
And i don't have the option or else i would sink. 
More hate over flowing from me than I think...

I would drown if I didn't have a second to breathe
Never consumed with the malice of cracking my teeth
But I'm led to the same at every catch of my breath
I fucking hate you and wish you a thousand times
death

At the expense of refrain, maybe composure is kept
Because it's not like disturbing a creature that's slept
It's is awake and forever with eyes open wide
It can see you through my eyes, this which I chained inside

But it's stirring, disturbing me with such intense malcontent
For I'm surrounded by you all, whom I fucking resent Your very essence is filth, everything I despise
And I hope each and every one of you fucking dies!

The inception of torture when inconvenience is minor
A truth that's much simpler than simple, it's finer
So fine it's almost too hard to see 
But i, magnified you're the scourge of me!

I despise you, I hate you more than words can express At best just a swarm of anthropic pests
I desire the most that you're all exterminated
I fucking hate you more than anything I've ever hated!

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