My Name

I AM the other side of the door. Hiding behind, the things you can't grasp. Your breath could be my last. Everything you (n)ever wanted, swallow you whole. I AM what shall eat your soul...circumstances permitting, I can't win if I'm quitting.

I AM fear. The things in the darkness that aren't there. Divinity unclear...standing on end is your hair. I AM your cognitive dissonance, insistent upon resistance. Blinding luminaries...an incendiary truth...I AM LIGHT!!!

I AM embodiment of the dark. The unknowing and things of shadow. What you can't see, thriving on denying your own heart...unhallowed, I AM the absence in your visions, optical incisions and the light. Creativity, the blight of human imagination, and then you're blind...I AM the key, unlock the imprisoning mind...the darkness holding that which forever shines, I AM disregard of time.

I AM the inaccurate point. Fading my precision, my collision is conjoined. 
Separated, I AM elated or the brackets of concise. Know that I always try...
always fall, I will crawl. Until my knees peel and bleed. Until I learn what I need...
to stand...I AM the intentions of my hand...I hate what keeps becoming me!
Depleting while I'm reaching for this unity...like it falls from me.
Within my vision blurring what I hope to see...I don't know how to cope with this, so vividly this hopelessness.
Where were you? Where am I? Know that I always try...the effort put forth,
distorted light. I AM shining remorse....

I AM the other dimension. A place where you fail to see. I will show you. Do I mention any aspect? You'll keep me here for me. Still inside the abstract, I AM contaminant through contact..

I AM the plastic paradise. Born of your insincerity, birthed by your avarice. In faint moments of clarity, fleeting disparity, I AM plague of your own device. To devour you as you consume me. Your body dissolves as it entombs me. I AM the ruining...exhibits of extinction, suicide on display...

I AM the completing piece that connects the separated. Being unified, and entwined to create one out of two. Conductive and concise, i find im more efficient without you...beneath companionship and love laid the wicked truth...i know nothing of what i see...

I don't do drugs. I AM drugs. A unity euphoric of neurological design. Molecular intimidation as it binds. I AM inebriation, substance substantiates the altered states. Wealth is within experience, knowledge at the expense of learning. I AM the chemically inclined, ever reaching for continuation...The altered states of mind. I AM what you will find...

I AM, you are vile, let my presence be known. you flowing throughout and within, circulatory sins. Let you see whats on my mind, I AM the blankets of the quilted kind...and stab me with your pins, this magnificent mutilation. Follow the tracks, who's been here before? I AM always, never lost...hit the spot, and wish for more...

Name that which is nameless, I fucking hate you all. you bring me to the point if it. force me, you can't. I will struggle no more...I can not bring myself to care. I AM so in love...

I AM the reason for the absence of explanation. The dirty actions that follow the cleansing. My purposes are as of those which feign this immolation. I AM the cycles of never ending death, breathing all my spores into growing, burning lungs. Gasping for a voice that's got nothing more to say...brittle words always crash into fragile ears. I AM realization of my conceit's greatest fear...knowing there is no escape from here...

I AM creativity, the bane of human intelligence. No point of reference but destruction. My sole function is malevolence, always baring as a gift. My presents of resentment, celebration gone adrift. I AM uplifted art, expression of the self's transgressions...my possession of afflicted heart to leave its mark upon the canvas...I AM this and the scars you see. I AM not for anyone else besides only me...

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