Another Eulogy for Our Ever After

Beyond skin, Beyond something great as could be
My skin dessicates and my bones make the skeleton an enemy
The intruders don't need be foreign, 
as loved ones have potential
An invading irrationality and soreness
Make allies as friends lament the mental
All of mine are dead, i made sure not before this
How can this be for real?
I thought i already killed you
The moment our fates are sealed
Less each minute remains held true
Much so that what is left are only remains
The cadaver of all i cherished made pain
I'm never gonna be okay again
And now i get to die alone
Wherever you stopped being my friend
Carcinoma of the soul stsge 4 grown
Never before has been so brightly 🌞 shone
My whole chest, break all of the bones
Reconciliation with no strength to reprimand
You lied about where in your heart i stand
Fuck, I can't believe I jumped like I'd land 
On my feet. Let alone anywhere laid prone...

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