Insolvent

To the bottom of the bottomless pit

take me now, I've had enough of this shit

My hand in yours, lead me the way

I'll follow you until the end of days

How often should I be grossly mislead

long as it's still willingly, In tow of you ahead

Wasted breath and thus my effort, is again for Nil

Too often I've laid eyes upon much evidence, and still


I play victim to insanity, to circumstantial hope

I'm unable to enact in practice, solvent for my isotope

dissolve all of my cherished things, futile is this ache

if I refuse to learn yet still submit to constant heartbreak

Ratio to benefit I know proof the risk outweighs

So stuck at "used to be" but true friends are supposed to stay

At the detriments to my own peace of mind

but peace without you isn't peace, an incomplete design

Let me find a Way FoR Us, i'll take you by the hand

We hit the bottom, Now let's hit the Road jack, you understand

if you'll just trust my guidance, I can still get us there intact

You needn't act like prey, follow me i know a way in fact

Inside the facets of factual matters, quite assholes actually

Double check the daydream, wishful ideation not gradually

Not Fucking Magickally, I only want the one thing only ever

inspiration the light of my life, if we part WAYs--maybe OUR offerings get better?

then the eternity of four love couldn't

outlive NeveR... 

I distress, I digress, my love for you still lives

and buRNs my fucking Chest

Never wanted to end up in this fucking Perpetual unRest...

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