Piles of Time

Maybe i could take the time
The incentives to reconstruct
Reconsider these things of mine
To be reminded that I give not a fuck

Isn't it always simpler that way?
Sometimes it's easy to forget
Tipping tongues, what would i say?
Memory is required in order for regret

Maybe i could break the signs
Never wished for any better luck
Read between or cross the lines
I'd think by now it couldn't hurt this much...

Every time at when time's what I'd take
To start with hope however miniscule
Microscopic seeds, the remnants of heartbreak
Insanity reaped, they were sewn by a fool

Was i so arrogant to think I'd succeed?
Without a doubt, in confidence i was sure
You can lead a horse but it's always gonna bleed
Failure wasn't an option but for amassing the manure...

And it all piles up in time
The time that i had taken for granted
Because forever was our next in line
And in a day it was leaving, blink and a reprimanding...

Every chance I dismiss is an opportunity i miss
But the only thing I miss is you
Remind me why I give less fucks than this
When it hurts to give any fucks for you

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